No one understand bout me…

No one understand bout me.. Bout my tears..
I cry in the middle of the changing season..
But no one stay beside me n heal inside my heart..
No one understand bout my way through the life…
All crush me so much!!
If god give me alive one more time.. I’ll say to god, I dont wanna life!!
I want to die and go away to the better world!!
Always.. Forever..
Alone.. Cry.. And die!!
That abhorrent feeling is eat everything in my life!!
I don’t understand..
I always waiting for someone to help me through it all..