No one understand bout me.. Bout my tears.. I cry in the middle of the changing season.. But no one stay beside me n heal inside my heart.. No one understand bout my way through the life… All crush me so much!! If god give me alive one more time.. I’ll say to god, I dont wanna life!! I want to die and go away to the better world!! Always.. Forever.. Alone.. Cry.. And die!! That abhorrent feeling is eat everything in my life!! I don’t understand.. I always waiting for someone to help me through it all..